Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

Real talk, I don't write a lot of songs when I'm sober. I used to get drunk, play guitar for hours, write all kinds of stuff. Without abusing drugs and alcohol, there's no high highs or low lows. I'm levelled out, realistic, no hope, going through the motions.

I'm still recovering. I fell in love so hard. We screamed together and it was like one scream, I call it temporal euphony. We sang a bunch of duets. She checked every box for me.

I feel boring these days. No one in my life compares. I thought getting sober would make me feel less in love. It didn't. I thought getting in shape, getting attention from women would make me feel better, it doesn't.

I guess this is why people start families. Fuck that noise, I started an OnlyFans. I have a giant dick. You can look at it.