Visualize It, Democratize It

Lately I've been writing my new songtitles out like demented book covers. I don't really know why. I

sit at a blank page and sketch some words and faces. I like making faces with one stroke. Emotive. I'll drop some new songs soon. I wanted to be sober for a whole year before I really considered it. I had to reconsider this whole thing. Ultimately I decided to stick with it. Everyone is telling me that I'm doing my best work on stage, personifying and embodying seething rage.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?list=RD77xOrFoJjlM&v=77xOrFoJjlM

I'm taking a step back from the business end. In an ideal world, I would defer to the three dudes in my band to decide where/when we play and determine which gigs are actually opportunities. My involvement is writing the songs, the music videos, and the artwork. I'm checked out of anything business related.

I never want to be a rockstar. I'd rather be an inspiring neverwas. I'm legitimately too psychotic to be platformed massively like that. Money and fame won't heal me. Knowing me, money and fame would make me an insufferable monster. I'm already an insufferable monster. My psoriasis is making me look like one. People shouldn't listen to me, except to consider the source as a cautionary tale.