"Everybody thinks it's a sexual thing"

Britney Spears cover... Why not?

February 23, 2024. "She ran up and jumped at me like a spidermonkey, landed in my arms, climbed me like a tree to say hello. Best hug ever. She felt weightless."

I fell in platonic love with the total package. To be in her orbit was out of this world. We shredded, we laughed, we screamed in dissonance and harmony and it was awesome. I always loved watching her, but to share the stage and ruckus was a new level of exhilaration. We lived in close quarters for a hot minute and my life changed. Curtains opened. Light shining in. Fruit. Dead flowers. She was a dream to come home to. We had so much mutual respect for each other. We communicated so effectively. No judgements. No bullshit.

We brightened each others days. Her eyes, her smile, her laugh, her heartbeat felt like home to me... never a burden, never boring. So postive, considerate and appreciative of the world around her. Driven. Adventerous. Hilarious. Magical. Took me out of my comfort zone, but never took liberties with me. I wanted her to have it all.

I feel like Ms. Havisham. The dead flowers are still here. I think about her every day. All of the times I remember being happy in the past few years, it was with her. Charmed? Bewitched? Inspired, that's for sure. SINGLES AND EPS ONLY!