I smashed my head open with a microphone and it was awesome. I'm tired from years of saying there's a pedophile cabal pulling the strings, running the world... and being called a conspiracy theorist for saying so. OH WAIT NOW IT'S TRUE. I'm happy I never had kids. Columbine happened and I decided I wasn't, and the world has gotten so much worse since then. Frankly I'm losing respect for people who continue to spawn. It's unsustainable. You get the heartbreak you deserve. Anyw

In songs. In the sand. Pickup. Snort. I've been drawing a lot. Pictures, not blood. Blood too. Made my head bleed on stage in Asbury. Color. No more new songs until someone breaks me again. I need someone to break me like the pilot. Or we can sing whats already there. I don't give a fuck anymore. Off to draw more lines.

That's my Mom's mantra... boys were so easy to raise, one of the two of us decided to kill himself. The other one is now hell bent on proving her otherwise. Lets pat ourselves on the back. Great job. Raised by narcissists. "We love you" ... go fuck yourselves. There's an entire generation I'm realizing that I have no use for, it starts with B and ends with aby Boomers. I used to feel bad when young people would shit on them with the "okay boomer" thing but Gen Z is right. Fuc